My take on ONS = One night stands.

I think that it bugs me to a certain level. No kidding right? I mean it is no doubt a quick fix in any particular situation but the aftermath is what bothers me. I mean i think we live in a society today that its not that the guy just fucks and go. .. I guess the girls do that too.

To me i think it feels great for the moment, but seriously i would at least wanna hang more with the girl and ya know, get to know her better. Take her out, doesn't mean that you HAVE to get attached? Please that's only for fools... I think i have commitment issues all the same. But just seeing each other and dating, shouldn't that be fine? Or should i change my moral code once more?

ONS for me its just physical fulfillment but what about the emotional need. No wonder people who do it often just end up in the vicious cycle of just getting to do it more and more. Because there is a certain sense of void that comes after, at least for a half- decent guy like me.

The first time it happen, it bothered me for a month, the next time, a week and now 2 days. Each time i learn, "life goes on"... haha corny but true. Yup things happen and things go... Alcohol is always involved isn't it.

It's strange when you sit on your porch smoking a cig and gazing through the leaves at the moon, you can feel such serenity and such turmoil at the same time. I guess i'll just have to make peace with myself and figure that well, there's not even a case to begin with. It's a one-night-stand for goodness-sake. Man i'm sucha bad-ass and such a sensitive guy at the same time - it confounds me. My take is that all those those girls were just messed up ain't it?

Quick fixes? Broken spirits? Emotional void? Sensitive soul...